12.18.2008

Random Generator

1:36 in the morning and I’m eating fistfuls of raisins, smashing them into my mouth, agape receiving raisin nutrition at a small but massive pace. Trying to equalize the pressure in my nostrils, to find an even ration of pressure. My eyes are tired, their surface, marbled slightly , encrusted with various proteins or whatever it is that forms over old eyes--like soft glass, still clear but with an adhesive quality to the clearness. Fast violins in a hallway full of soaring cellos [nafgigating] cloudform sunrise. [qhwn m] more raisin food energy will sustain further developments of upstairs [drui,ciorl;es]. Think I am beyond the point of coherentness, the yellow cigarette fog descends on the room, leaving everyone vacant [wywa xloaw rhwy rKW QIRH RHWM RHW BllNXW ns feCIRT RHW AXEWWN EOCISWA. NOQ MT QOELS AHkwa NS REWBLWA] that should have been a disaster but it should be fun to decipher. Ready to jump off a roof or lie completely still before I leap off the building into the night. Turn away from the globes [gloves] of light before they are attracted to your eyes. Replacement and replication are two undesired outcomes of the current situation. Beat concentric watercircles [watersuckes] until [tghe caroet fkiirm oretebd ut us a kaje] if shaggy fibers shake [sjjake] the world [wirld] until balance is negated entirely, strings thin as spiders web [we]. From the electric light abyss word projections spew out of the screen, cascade onto the keyboard like rainbow waterfalls, the yellow cigarette fog descends on the room and leaves everyone vacant beyond the point of coherence co hairance cohairlance parliament druggadelic. Best [fuistemate ate guess riddleface lclain twi opriwlcats lurk in stomach ulcers. Lungs dried sponge or cinged catgair, land avasting catfood tail lock zixxle ie bnabdjdwikghg7asdluihgfskiswjuefnjds] This is how my mind became a random generator.

No comments: